Finding one's self again...

A couple of years ago, well a few years now... I met this beautiful young lady, whom, I thought to myself, had to be the sweetest and most attractive woman I had ever met.
To my surprise, we actually hit it off. It made me think... What can she possibly see in me?... She is smart, sexy, and a truly good hearted person!... Why me???
I was not exactly what you would call "a perfect angel" after all. I had certain illegal habits. Don't get me wrong, nothing violent or anything bad, I just liked to party! Anyway, I was eventually able to just stop asking the question, "why me", and just move forward. Well, I stopped asking but I still wonder often!
Now, when we met she was outgoing, friendly and loved to entertain Friends and family. However I had always been the opposite. I hate people, I do not like crowds and I can't stand most of my family.
Over time I slowly started seeing that my ways were rubbing off on her and you could tell that see was loosing a part of herself. Over the past years she has devoted herself completely to our children, her family and her friends. Which is great there's no doubt. But some of those who she is always trying to help, need to get a clue and try to figure some things out for themselves. But that's another story all together.
Finally however, over past few months she has started getting together with some of her friends that she teaches with and they all gab and gossip as a way to let of steam and have a little fun.
She is finally starting to get some of that down time back that she let go of so long ago... and I think that it is great, and I want her to know I support her in every possible way. I just love her so much, that I can not really even exspress it.
Which is the reason for this, I love you Lady!