Thought of the day!

Jersey City...
Manhattan...
Brooklyn...
FUCK THEM ALL!!!!!!!

Todays thoughts

The only thought I have had today...
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Helplessness

Minute after minute... hour after hour... day after day... week after week... month after month, more and more, helpless!
Without a way to console, when you need consoled...
Without a way to encourage, when you need encouraged...
Without a way to give a gentle touch, when you need a gentle touch...
No way to help with the cooking. No way to help with the cleaning. No way to help with the laundry.
Without a way to calm the children, when they need to be calmed...
Without a way to lend a firm hand, when a firm hand is needed...
Longing with every passing moment to caress your sensual shoulders, kiss your silky soft neck, and... oops, I should keep this G-rated. But I'm sure you get the point.
Every minute... every hour... every day... every week and every month that passes I think to myself "can I love and admire this woman any more than I do right now?" Then I realize that I can and I do!!!
Thank you for being you sweetie... I LOVE YOU!

Finding one's self again...

A couple of years ago, well a few years now... I met this beautiful young lady, whom, I thought to myself, had to be the sweetest and most attractive woman I had ever met.
To my surprise, we actually hit it off. It made me think... What can she possibly see in me?... She is smart, sexy, and a truly good hearted person!... Why me???
I was not exactly what you would call "a perfect angel" after all. I had certain illegal habits. Don't get me wrong, nothing violent or anything bad, I just liked to party! Anyway, I was eventually able to just stop asking the question, "why me", and just move forward. Well, I stopped asking but I still wonder often!
Now, when we met she was outgoing, friendly and loved to entertain Friends and family. However I had always been the opposite. I hate people, I do not like crowds and I can't stand most of my family.
Over time I slowly started seeing that my ways were rubbing off on her and you could tell that see was loosing a part of herself. Over the past years she has devoted herself completely to our children, her family and her friends. Which is great there's no doubt. But some of those who she is always trying to help, need to get a clue and try to figure some things out for themselves. But that's another story all together.
Finally however, over past few months she has started getting together with some of her friends that she teaches with and they all gab and gossip as a way to let of steam and have a little fun.
She is finally starting to get some of that down time back that she let go of so long ago... and I think that it is great, and I want her to know I support her in every possible way. I just love her so much, that I can not really even exspress it.
Which is the reason for this, I love you Lady!

The Stupid Shit

Here's some really stupid shit for ya to ponder! I'm sure many peep's can understand!
How about workin for a company where, when you are hired... you are promised heaven but in reality as time goes on you find that it is more like HELL!!!
It seems as though the more you prove your worthiness, the more you are takin for granted.
You go the extra mile to find ways to make things run smoother, even it the task is not directly tied to your position. You train new employees to the standards that you have developed, which by the way are much better than the way things were done before you were hired. That is why the company has you train them!
Then one day you find that one of the people you have trained get's a promotion and is somehow above you in the food chain. Some who although you may have taught them, they still are not able to do half of the things you can.
It's just the fact that they like to bullshit, and kiss ass that gets them in a higher position. Sorry I don't want to get there that way!!!!!
Anyway that's all for now... enjoy!